so ive decided that i'll leave up the comments on HERE. on this site. its MUCH easier. ^^ that way i can add and all taht stuff here. without taking so much space on my other site.
* statements intended towards different people but never tell which one is to who:
1. w0wza...kn0wn y0u ever since i g0t t0 CERRITOS. haha i still remember h0w we met. tetherballs. keke. wow we have soo many memories! some bad but mostly all good eh? fasher. we never really had any fights....except for that one retarded one in 6th grade. :] n at times we may grow apart but we always find time and we bond so quickly. im not sure if i ever told you this but thanx. no matter what you always greet me with a smile and it britens up my day. i think we're gonna be friends forever. teehee. y0hr like the sister g0d f0rg0t t0 give me. MWAH*
2. heyy. met y0u in...8th grade? in PE class t0o. we had like almost every single class together. which was awesome. dang...its amazing how close we g0t ^^. and we really did have 0ur ruff times didnt we? but we made it thru. and i know rite now things are kinda bleh..but i promise its not cuz of you. if anything i guess i have a lot of jealousy. haha im always gonna remember all of our talks about anything and everything! the time you slept over! and all th0se times y0u came t0 my h0use and we jz talkd n did hw. haha its ALWAYS fun hanging out with you no matter what we do. and i know sometimes it may be hard to be around me..but know that i always appreciate you! fSHEr.and no matter what im always here for you. soul sistahz f0r life rite? MWAH*
3. you know....when i first met you. i th0ught y0u were the coolest person. and i agree. you WERE there for me...especially when times were hard. you were there for me through two of the hardest obstacles i ever had to go thru. but sometime over the last year..you changed. a lot. you changed into someone im not sure i wanna be friends with anymore. sometimes i think to myself.....if after everything we've been through..if its the right decision to throw that away. but you keep showing sides of you that i really dont like....i wont yell at you or call you bad names....at least not on this site....you may be thinking..omfg all this over a guy? but no..its not over a guy. honestly...i gave you so many chances to come clean with me..but still...you decide to lie. do friends lie to each other? do they?....i dont know what it is you expect from me...what would you do if you were me?..tell me that.
4. the funny thing is...i dont even remember HOW the heck we met.....which is strange. you put me through sooo much crap. but im not blaming you. its not your fault anyways. its mine. it was my choice to hang on...it was my choice to like you. i guess theres just something about you that makes me go crazy. =].theres something about you...that even when im in the crappiest mood just hearing your voice makes me happy,...makes me smile. i'll always remember the fun times we had. jsut playing around and talking. ive held on to that little hope of MAYBE... for over 2 years. n i guess in ways it must have been harder for you and for that im sorry. i guess i just had soo many moments i wanted to share with you. haha i still remember how nervous you made me..i couldnt even say hi. l0l~you really are someone special to me. n i guess it does hurt that you dont feel the same way...i cant really say ive moved on..cuz your always in my heart. and there always that...¹Ì·Ã..yanoe? but i hope we can AT LEAST be friends..after all..thats how we started out...just friends.
5. so how long have WE been friends? 3 years? it doesnt seem that long huh? wow..n i know WE definetly had our share of good times n bad. hahaha. i know i put you through a lot of crap. a LOT a LOT. sorry sorry. but im glad we manage to keep our friendship strong. and im glad i have someone i can be so open with. i dont have much to rite to you. hahaha its cuz i always say everything i wanna say whenever i talk to you. i hope that ive been as much of a help as you have been to me. whenever im feeling down. your always the one who tries to make me smile. thanx BUDDdyyy. keke. you know i love you! i just hope we stay friends. if we dont im gonna kik y0hr butt. xP
6. we were bestest of friends when we were in 3rd grade. wow that seems like SUCH a long time ago. but we used to fight over the stupidest things remember? ^^ it was fun times. i cant believe how much we've grown since then. we boht changed. i think for the better. im glad we got ahold of each other. although we havent made a meeting day yet. i wont ever forget all those times in elementary school. our gossiping, notes..fights...we're not as close now. but im sure that no matter what. you'll always remain one of my closest friends. even if we do run out of things to talk about online.
7. it hasnt been long since we met....well actually it kinda has....how did we meet?...oh yeah..history class. in 9th grade. since then we already went through our hurdle in friendship. its funny how things worked out for us. we didnt really FIGHT. we've gotten so much closer since then. no matter what happens. i wish the best f0r y0u! and im always here if you ever need anything. LADIEZ gotta be there for each other rite? =] fSHO.
8. i remember the first time we met. hmm..we met through..joeyy. yeahh. =] but i dont think we actually started talking...until that one day we both went to the drill practice tryouts in freshman year. haha. it was funn. n since then our friendships been growing stronger. you were there for me..to listen to all my problems. im so glad i have a friend like you! n i figure...if ever that lightning bolt comes...neither of us go...or we both go. =]
9. howdy...your one of the very few friends i have that doesnt really talk that much. haha. either way im glad i met you. i think we met in spanish class. haha i remember you were my partner...n *ahem..y0hr DRAWINGS were very.....very.....bad. xP you really helped me out a lot. you give good advice. fSHER. your too smart. T.T i envy you. rawr* i bet y0hr g0nna get a 1600..no 2400 on yohr sats. if anything...i know you'll accomplish whatever it is you wanna accomplish. and i hope we stay friends!
10. you know..your one confusing person...really you are. in 6th grade...you were really mean to me..[you mite not remember] but i do....then in middle school...i dont think we even talked..then outta nowhere..we started talking. and i have to admit...it was really fun. to you...you mite have just been joking around and just having fun...but i was going thru some hard times..and you really made me laff and helped me get out of that phase where i was kinda lost and hopeless. i guess in a way i fell for you...but i know now that i shouldnt have. i guess its in your personality to....say things girls like to hear. either way...it was fun. the only thing i wanna say is...i dont know if what anything you said came from your heart....but everything i said came from my heart. and honestly...i just wanna ask...what was it you wanted to accomplish? i mean...there must be a REASON...a PLAUSIBLE reason that you just stopped talking to me. when you figure it out..let me know.
11. you know..your probably not even gonna get to read this. but just in case...^^. its amazing that we were friends for 2 years..before we actually started talking TALKING. haha. its always fun talking to you. even though you are...IMMATURE at times. =]. the bestest thing is that you only liveD not even a minute away. well...not anymore. but wow..i remember all those talks we had on the walk home. thanx for always bein there for me. and we better stay friends forever.
12. AHHHH. theres wayyy too much i wanna say to you. when we first met...we werent that close. we even got into a fight...remember that? over that stupid history poster from sollecito's class. but through the years we became closer. and you were always there for me to lean on and to talk to. i probably complained and whined to you more than ANYONE else in the WORLD. but you never once stopped me. you ALWayS listened. even if it was about the SAME thing EVERY time.you gave me encouraging words...words that gave me hope. if it wasnt for you..i probably would be in a very different position today. you never once judged me....ever. thanx for everything miss. n i really do hope that we stay friends forever. cuz your on ein a million. and i probably wont be able to find another friend like you..not in this lifetime..or any other.
13. its amazing that we're the same age. its nice to have a cousin whose the same age as me. x] wow..we sure had OUR share of fights. ahahaha thats forshure. fights about power rangers....toys...and to fighting about our siblings...and lots of other stuff. but over all we always have awesome times whenever we're together. i feel blessed to have someone like you..to share each and every one of my feelings with. we really do talk a lot dont we? xP. about everything imaginable. i dont even have to rite anything on here and i know that you'll know i love you rite? with all my heart mang. <33
14. OMAN....hmm...it hasnt been that long sinve i met you....actually it sorta has. its amazing how time flies isnt it? yesss sireee. we were really close rite from the beginning but i guess some time over the last year we've grown apart. but its okay. your still the nicest person i ever met...like seriously. i dunno how you manage to stay that nice. all i can say is. i hope you stay like that forever! =].
15. wow...its been....hmm...4 years since we met? around there....we met in 7th grade...but i dont think we really started talking until like 8th....and then during the summer school before 10th grade we got really close. i remember all the talks we had..and us being silly. =] and iknow nowadays we dont really talk much. which sucks. but i promise we'll have a catching up day. fsher. we've both had drama in our lives...and im glad that you were there for me to share stories with and to talk to. and i hope things last with y0hr man. cuz if anything you deserve some happiness. ^^
16. ahaha i remember the first time i saw you...ahah i think i said hi to you in ap euro. yeahhh. but since then our frienship has changed a lot. we hang out like EVERDAY. ^^ its fun. we have our share of hilariousness. dont you think? laffing our asses off at burger king..and well..EVERYWHERE. we barely ever hang out by ourselves..so we odnt really have time to talk privately amongst ourselves. but its okay. considering the fact that ive only known you for like a year..we're awfully close! keke. and that act you put on for my birthday. dang girl you have got some acting skillz. haha fSHER. you know i love you! and if you ever need someone to talk to..im here FSHO.
17. omang....i remember the first few times i met you...i thought you were soo scary. haha i remember i used to be afraid to talk to you..and then i thought you hated me...and i dunno what the hek happened but we became friends. ahaha. what can i say? its been fun. ^^ except for that time you cheated off me on the CAT6. -___-x my gawd..i was scared to death that you were gonna get caught. you have got some NERVES. haha yupp. your too funny. you crack me up with your sillyness.
18. i think y0hr like the person ive known the LONGEST...other than BELINDA. it amazes me how we're so close...considering i havent seen you for over....what? 3 years? its pretty crazy. you suck. you even have a car and you didnt come visit me. some friend. =] well too bad now. you have to wait until december. n we better go snowboarding. even if i fall every other second. xP now i KNOW we both had soo much CRAP to talk about..about our lives. hahhaa. its kinda funny huh? but its cool how we met in LA...but became better friends like..3 years later in CERRITOS...all i can say is thanx for all the times you helped me out..and gve me advice on how to deal with whatever it was i was going through at the time. ^^
19. its weird how i knew who you were before i met you. haha cuz of khoi. but im glad we met. your such a nice person! and im glad you and khoi are so happy together! ahah i think that just gave this away. but o well. at least you'll know its for you. and no one get confused on who im talking to. ^^ i didnt really get a chance to talk to you that much! but its okay. but thanx for always bein so friendly!
20. oh my..i remember when i first saw you. ddanng hahha i was scared of you. ahaha we met in 5th period PE in 9th grade. there were lots of ppl in that class so it was fun huh? but i remember i thought you didnt like me so i used to avoid talking to you. and then that one day at the library where we started talking...and i think our friendship got better from there. it was especially fun having you in my pe class again this year. haha we had so many talks and stuff. and im really glad that i met you and that i have a friend like you. i always have such fun talking to you. ^^ you and your 30 different shades of brown colored hair. =]. but thanx for all those times you listened to my stories and helped me out.
21. hmm...you. we went to the same middle school together..but i dont think we talked at all..until like......iuno..the last half of 8th grade? cuz of our ta work stuff. yup. i remember you were always really nice. and then iuno what the heck happened but we just stopped talking altogether....which was weird. but then you were in my pe class in 9th grade and iuno what happened there either but we jsut all of a sudden beCAME friends again. n it was really fun talking to you and playing around with you. and then i asked you to sadies and you just stoppd talking to me. im sorry if i made things uncomfortable for you. i really was just askiing just as friends. you coulda just said no and that woulda been that. but you just stoppd talking to me. and im sorry i bothered you so much about it. but it really did bother me. but all thats past now..adn we're gonna be juniors. im not sure if your ever gonna read this but i hope we can be friends. cuz your really a great friend to have.
22. heyyyy you! wow itz amazing that i only met you this year. haha and come to think of it. i met you through KHOI too. i remember when i first met you i thot you were soo queer. ^^ but then we became good friends. and i derno what happened. but i barely talk to you anymore!! you suck. hahaha. jkjk. thanx for all the times you called just for the heck of it and all th0se laffs you gave me. :] you rock. it sucks that i wont be able to talk to you for awhile. well..we can talk online. and thanx for all your friendly hugs! makes my day better. =]
23. hmm...heyy!! ive actually known you awhile tooo! but we dont really talk or anything. i met you in 8th grade as cathys boyfriend. even tho i didnt quite understand how that happened. haha but thats how we met. n boy..you were a VERY BAD BOYFRIEND. ahahahah. xP. but your a great friend. yohr so SILLY. crack me up with y0ur retardedness. and your GANGSTER WANNA BE NESS. we never really hung out or anything which sucks but i hope we continue being friends!
..im still working on it. i hope EVERYONE finds their......SHOUTOUT. im gonna keep adding....soo..yeahh....n later on..i'll tell everyone who each one was for. alrite....bye. |